kwesta's Diaryland Diary
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Nijnsky, Iconic Pose
Do any of y'all remember this pose. The love of my life that never happened. :(
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So I've gotten back in contact with Al(Calvin) S. He realized that he is bak-la and not bi. I think he has a lover in Forth Worth since he goes back and forth there often.
He is stand offish to me because he thinks I'm an obsessive person. (Besides the artwork). I don't think I am.
He text/calls me one random day and ask if I'm in OKLWN. Yea, but I don't plan to go into S4. He said GOOo comee I want to see you (See what I look like now). Anyways.
He's still adorable, and still has a crazy mother. He moved to the city where I am. But most likely staying with his mother. He was in Plano, then Decater before then.
Am I not matterial enough for him. Geezz. I shouldn't think to much of it. Though I do want to be there for him when he has bak-la questions and when he needs a friend. I'm there. Dunno if he knows.
Uhh just the thought of him thinking that I'm obsessive reminds me of Mikey N. when he freaks out when guys he doesn't like, likes him more.
What is there to be afraid of? Isn't that just limiting yourself? Being scared. When there is no reason to be. Meh. More pictures! ^_^V
Ain't he handsome?!
Nijnsky
5:10 PM - Oct. 21, 2008
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